My life goes through phases. I've been mapping the cycles of joy and sorrow for years, now. That's just the most basic of cycles. There are others I map; hormones, biorythms, mental forms. There are bigger ones, which last too long to map. There are cycles so long they contain entire lives. I've just started a new one.
For the basic cycles, this means almost nothing. The joy-sorrow is restarted from calm joy. The biorythms are still in their winter patterns. For the mental forms, it means more. Last phase, Lynx was in ascent. I was very sexual, annoyingly so. Lynx went into hiding at that death, several months ago, leaving a period of confused stasis. Now, something calling eirself Angelis Lunaris is rising. Almost non-sexual, but really really physical. Too delicate for this world, really, which cannot end well.
The fall of any angel-type is horrible. Hopefully, there will be one or two people to see em through it. Ey keeps pushing people away, says ey's keeping away from harmful bonds. This looks like it'll be a strange life.
To be devoted to healing ourself and writing. I promise.
As for all the ey's used to refer to Angelis Lunaris (ey really needs a nickname), ey's a completely non-sexual being and has no gender.
About Me
- Riva
- I'm Riva. I'm a person who used a blog to develop my concept of myself, once. It was useful at the time, but there's only so much thinking you can do before it's time to go out and live based on what you've learned. I write journal entries and fiction (and a small amount of poetry) on livejournal. Chances are good that I love you.
3 comments:
nonsexual but physical, sounds interesting.
-A very lazy Kiele (won't take the time to log in)
it is interesting. Sudden desire to kiss person I think of as a brother is just awkward, though.
not incestual. That's the whole point.
It's strange.
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